18

Do you know the feeling of hating yourself?
The constant pain inside?
to punish yourself for every bite you take
or even think of taking?
to put fingers down your throat until it's sore
and you purge blood?
to starve yourself until it feels like your stomach is eating itself?
to have a need to slit your wrists until they bleed?
you have voices in your head that make you cry yourself to sleep almost every night.
Do you know how it feels to hate the mirror's relection so much that you try to kill it in all the slowest ways possible?
- I hope not